Sunday, March 29, 2026

The Streak of Light


24 March 26
The time 4.57 p.m.I was delighted to receive a call from Ajay.I know why calls went unanswered because he was figuring ways to tackle the personnel of my ward 26 ,very famous for lethargy and under the table cuts.
Anyway what started in November 2025 is slowly fruiting in March 2026.The family tree is done after repeated visits by Supreeth and follow up by Ajay.
Next comes E khatha and encumbrance certificate.I think
things may speed up now.
I was undergoing real stress at the undue delay and callousness of the authorities concerned.

Beneath my patience was one nagging thought what if I conk off before it is done.Not that I am afraid of death laying its icy hands on me.But the thought of not having done my duty gnawed me.
Earlier we were never able to make a will despite our trying hard for it. Our health condition at that point of time was restricted .Our mobility also posed a lot of physical hardships.

The Universe heard my prayers and conspired a phonepe and later a face to face meeting with a young dashing,final year Law student with an entrepreneurial startup called Ekhatha Assist.

I admire this young man who wants to do something earnestly for the thousands like me who cannot run from pillar to post to get things done.

I am grateful for having met him and include him in my life as extended family,a wellwisher,an entrepreneur, friend and advocate.Any other person would have given up considering the number of times rejections happened in my case.

I appreciate his resilience to complete what he started come what may.

His respect to a nonentity like me and his zeal to pull me out of my helplessness.I am grateful that there are people like him in this world making it a better place for me  to live in.

I wish him joy,peace, health and wealth in all that he endeavours today and everyday.
With blessings.

My guilt trip

This was written way before I spoke to the founder of E khatha Assist. 
I had been wanting to talk to a budding advocate for sometime now.
Reasons being
1.I fully understood that I was their most complicated client.
2.This had eroded and eaten into a lot of time of their team mates.
3.Where you could have serviced 10 or more clients u were stuck with me.
4.I aqgree family tree had warranted many visits for writing , rewriting and stamping.
5.I know the personal out of pocket expenses.
6. I know my ekhatha was rejected 6 times.
7.I felt guilty every day of trespassing valuable time.

When you are helpless and take a guilt trip it bogs you down.But unseen the Universe will be conspiring for the right time which is beyond us teaching us patience.

Payment in full

This was a week of feeling good.I was watching a Joint relief program when Sangavi walks in with a packet in her hand.She hands it to me saying from my first salary for you.I was taken aback.

I was at a loss for words.It was a saree.I said you should get it for your mother not me.She looked lovingly at me and said that it was because of me she landed a job. I told her your hard work paid off pat yourself not me.
Then we sat down and started talking for sometime.
I felt strangely happy that she is blossoming into a beautiful young woman with her head above her heart in the right place 

Saturday, February 21, 2026

Touched reading it

🌺 *_A Father is Never Poor*_🌺

_Here is the full real story…._

"_Ma’am, your flight is in two hours…" the PA reminded her. *Isha* removed her glasses. Standing on the 50th floor in London, looking down, she felt an emptiness she had never felt before._

_Her father, *Sadashiv Rao*, had passed away last night in Pune. *Isha was a successful businesswoman*.  But in the last 10 years, she had not visited India even once to meet her father._

_Why?_

_Because of *“that” day*, fifteen years ago. Isha had received admission to a top university in America. The fee was 25 lakh rupees. Sadashiv Rao was a simple clerk. *Isha insisted*, “*Dad, take a loan, mortgage the house, but I have to go to America*.” Sadashiv Rao firmly refused._

“_Isha, we cannot afford it. I cannot mortgage the house. Your wedding, your brother’s future, my old age… I cannot take this risk.” Isha was furious. “You’re a coward! You’re jealous of my success. I’m ashamed to call you my father.” Saying this, she left the house._

_In anger, she found a scholarship from a trust and went to America. While leaving, she didn’t even look at her father’s face. For the next fifteen years, she proved herself, earned $ in Millions, but she never called her father even once._

*_Present*_

_Isha reached Pune. The old ancestral house was unchanged. A few people stood at the door. Sadashiv Rao’s body lay in the courtyard._

*_Isha noticed his shirt — it was the same old one she had seen 15 years ago*. She didn’t cry. She only felt a strange heaviness. The rituals finished. People left. Only Isha and her father’s old friend, lawyer Deshpande Uncle, remained. He handed Isha an old torn diary and a passbook._

“_Isha, Sada left this for you.”Isha asked sarcastically, “What will be in this? Complaints Accounts of how badly I behaved?”_

_Uncle became serious. “Read it. You’ll find answers.” Isha opened the diary and began reading. Soon, she reached the page dated fifteen years ago._

“_Today Isha left in anger. *She called me a coward*. But how do I tell her that the house she wanted me to mortgage… *I had already sold it during her engineering*. We are living in a rented place now. *If she knew, she would feel guilty. So I lied*.”_

_Isha’s hands trembled. She turned *the next page*. “Today Isha got a scholarships of 20 lakh rupees from ‘*Gyandeep Trust’*. She is very happy. *She thinks she got it because of her talent. Good*._

_She must never know that *I donated* all my PF money and sold my ancestral land *to create funds in that trust*. She will think her father did nothing for her, *she will hate me… but that’s fine*. Even if through hatred, *she will study with determination*._

*_If she knew it was my sacrifice, she would feel burdened and never fly high*.”The ground beneath Isha seemed to collapse._

*_The “scholarship”* she was proud of was actually *her father’s blood and sweat*? *The father* she had called coward and stingy, *had sold his own old age to buy her future*?_

_She continued reading. The last page was dated two days before his death. “Isha, today the doctors said *I have few days left*. You have become very big now. *Whenever I see your picture on TV, my chest swells with pride*._

_My child, *your anger may not have gone yet*, but let me tell you something… I pretended not to help you because *I didn’t want you* to be a girl who *lived off her father’s money*. *I wanted you to be a woman who stood on her own strength*._

*_You won, my child. I lost, but I lost happily*. Only one regret… Before dying, I wanted *to see you once, with my eyes full*.”_

“*_Your ‘stingy’ father.*” Isha hugged the diary to her chest. *She collapsed* to the floor, crying uncontrollably._

“*_Baba… Baba please get up… I’m sorry… I was wrong*…” Her cries echoed in the empty house. She had Millions now, she could buy any luxury in the world._

_But the one gift—*the sight of the man who burned himself to give her light* —she could never buy again. Outside, *Deshpande Uncle* wiped his tears. He *knew that for the last 15 years, Sadashivrao had survived on nothing but chutney and bhakri*, so he could secretly send money to Isha in America whenever she needed it*._

_Now Isha understood… *A father is never poor*. The Children simply lack the ability to measure his wealth. Behind a Father's “*no”,* there is often a *sacrifice the Children fail to perceive*._

*_Value them while they are here — because once they’re gone, nothing remains except regret*._

_If this story gets connected to you, it is mere coincidence. But it is a story of every household in India_

Tuesday, December 9, 2025

The Saurabh Effect

Saurabhji sends out positive vibrations of happiness and wellness every morning worldwide. He sets the ball rolling.

We receive it with joy,gratitude and honesty .

This impacts our recovery with building habits and being consistent in them .We notice small changes for the better becoming bigger and bigger conquering aches,pains and stiffness. This sparks the self love in us.

I call this “The Saurabh Effect’

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

17 May 2024 A daughters post on her father's s first death anniversary in full

"Acchakuttan loved Facebook - the fact that we could all be so connected in a world that seemed to only grow farther and farther apart despite the luxuries of internet.

 I remember when he was in Kuwait (pre-internet days), we had a select day of the month where we would all hang out around the landline, expecting his call. I can see why he was thrilled by the likes of Facebook and Whatsapp, us kids have no regard for these - we have it too easy. 

He would eagerly wait to read all the lovely messages he would receive on his birthday or wedding anniversary or father's day. 

He loved crafting messages for those he loved just as much as he loved receiving them. He took time to make a comment, to leave a post - packing as much love and thought one possibly could.

There are very few people who did not have the fortune of receiving accha's wonderfully curated good morning and good night messages - each of which he picked with care.

 One time I told him about Whatsapp's broadcast list feature, where you can send one message to everyone in one shot - but the idea didn't sit well with him. "Mole, I enjoy thinking about my friends and family and sending them things that they would like. I cant send everyone the same thing. Angane pattoola".
 He would spend atleast 45 minutes each in the morning and evening doing this everyday. 

Sweet Acchakuttan :)
So his friends knew something was up the day his messages stopped coming.

I thought long and hard about making this post, I wasn't sure if I wanted to be so vulnerable - so publicly. There is so much I miss about Accha, how can I say one thing but leave out so so much.  

What disservice I would do to him to hold back, especially on his anniversary - he who loved to celebrate and be celebrated, who loved to remember and be remembered. 

Our hearts stay broken into a million pieces since his passing same time last year on 17th May 2023. I cannot believe it has been a year. But, in true Omanakuttan fashion and style, he continues to shine his glorious light into our lives, like Paru says, beaming through our hearts like a kaleidoscope.  

Kettipidichu ummmaaa Acchakutta thoppikara. We love you, miss you, celebrate you everyday. 

Omanakuttan Pezhuvelil Narayanan"

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

A Warm Response

This is about a son's response to a birthday post to his father by an old time colleague.

The son wants to make  his father's seventy fifth birthday  a memorable one and goes out of his way to do the best he can.The little boy in him is earnest and genuine in his approach though by looks he is a sturdy young man. 

So  The Universe conspires to make it happen .
Strange we have kids of all generations but the underlying thread through all of them still is filial love whether young or old.
This bond is precious  making it a beautiful world. I also got to see the pure love of a father towards his son.
The excerpt goes like this in full.

""Good Morning Lakshmi Aunty,

1. Really sweet of you to find my number and text me. No one in this world would care to do that. However you took that extra effort. Highly appreciate that Aunty.

2. Speaking of extra effort, it speaks volume of your effort to ponder and draft a message which dictates those memorable times you all had together during initial times. Gratitudes to you to care for making an elaborate note on Achan’s special day. It means a lot to all of us.

3. ⁠Also thanks for sharing those small gifts Achan received in the WhatsApp group. Everyone’s small messages aint small as it seems. It refers to the affection each of you care for one another regardless of how afar you all are. This should go on and all effort should be taken to keep this ball rolling. 

4. ⁠Today after seeing your message aunty, I can proudly say that I achieved what I wanted for Achan’s 75th birthday. I didn’t expect it to go this big as all efforts were remotely done. Thanks to everyone out there for making it happen for us.

Regards
Atul ""
Wonderful it is.Full of gratitude for getting an opportunity like this.